Monday

昨天是中秋节 本来是很开心的, 但想到星期一就很讨厌. 放学需要搭火车搭到我弟的学校 需要走一段很长很长的路. 没关系 还要面对别人的脸色.. 这让我更加讨厌星期一.. 我很想知道 为什么这些只有我一个人再面对？  我一个人在付出？  对我很不公平.. 有谁能帮我解除这问题？

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It was taken when Installation Day 20/09/2012

Miss Them so Much
Miss the time when we all chitchat and having a lots of fun!

A Long Long Day.. =(

I had choose to skip classes today. Because today have a lecture class with HIM, so i choose to escape from HIM. Sorry to myself and my Muet teacher..  D=  

Stay at home was so bored, not feel like wanna do revision. At this moment I had think so many things about my life.. *SIGHS*  Whatever, I just hope it can stop it. I really don't want think so much. But I really can't stop it.. GOSH!

Today my dad go buy Muet pin number. In the resit there it written that year 2013.. My dad told me about it, I was get mad to heard about it, and CRAZY too. because i want take the MUET exams in year 2012, but its year 2013. Its annoying!  But at the end the year 2013 written there is nothing..  LOL..

Today is like a tired, tired, tired day. Feel like want to have long, long, long nap for me, when i wake up its will be new life for me. MAYBE IT WILL HAPPEN?

Yesterday :)

Yesterday was a school day althought is Saturday. I have to attend it because my class has a Muat class, I have a bad result in Muet, so I can't skip Muet class anymore. In the morning it was so boring cause have the event 'Kecermelangan Kuality dan Kecermelangan Kokurikulum' don;t know why I can't get any certification for Society since I am the secretary. I was so so so disappointed about it. Left me alone sitting down there and my friends are going take their certificate. Haihh.

After this we has our class as usual, it is Friday timetable. Three of us was chat like hell, chat so much. Haha!  

It is first time for me chat a lot with two of them which is Mee Yuk and Kah Kian. It is so fun about it.. GLADE  =D   

Today is my Grandmother birthday (in Chinese calender). Having a dinner at Puchong 新世纪 restoren with all my relative. 

Aet a lot in there and two pieces Tiramisu Cheese Cake bought from Hilton Hotel Petaling Jaya. This cake is damn nice ♥

Hate myself that still so care about YOU!

Today has Ceramah for all the Upper 6 student. And you are sitting nearby me, what you said I had heard it. You said to your friend (which is my classmate and my friend too) that you having a date with a girl that having a boyfriend. You and her meet at LRT station between 1.00 to 1.30pm but you are late.

If not mistaken that girl is same tuition class with you. Your friend told me before that in tuition class you like to sit with girl and let him alone in tuition class. Actually started I really din't care about you, but now I started care about it. I'm stupid enough to do this! I will try myself don't take any care about you! I just want let you go out from my heart! I MUST!

The UNFORGETTABLE Day! =(

Yesterday- Thursday 20/09/2012 was the Muet result day and the installation day. Muet result release is the most sad sad things and the most scary moment on the day. But for me, before Muet release day I had been checked my result via SMS in the middle of night and I knew my results before the release day. I was only get Band 2 in my Muet exams, totally disappointed and wanna cry for it. But I can't cry at that moment it was too bad for me, I have to keep in heart so badly. I wish it is a technical problems and it will be Band 3 for the next day. Unfortunately, it is real and I still can't accept my results! At last I was cried in front of my friends, it is so embarrassing. I want to forget about it. I want to try retake in this November, and I will try my best to take Band 3 and won't let my parents being sad about my bad results. SORRY TO MY PARENTS THAT I MAKE YOU ALL FEEL SAD ABOUT MY BAD RESULTS. GOD BLASE ME PLEASE.

Another things happened on the same day is, Morning was the installation for Prefectorial board lucky it gone so smooth and didn't  get any complained form other teachers or Principle :DD
I really get 'Sijil Kosong', but never-mind la  I still can get the souvenirs it was enough meaningful for me.. :DD WEEEEE

Starting from today, I had a intensive Muet class with all the student that Band 2 below. It is so STREES!

GOD BLASE!

Tomorrow is the Day! Installation =DD

Yeah! I am FREE after the morning installation section! WEEEE~ I am FREE for duty in the morning, recces
time and even thought some even too.. But now-- I am FREE from this! I get back my FREEDOM!  This is what I wait since this year, at last I got it!!  I'm so happy with this! HEHEHE

But don't know why I feel so up sad  about this. Because I'm leaving my friends after tomorrow morning. That means I will be loosing some friends in Prefect Board.. Haihss..

Tomorrow I will appreciate the morning moment. HEHE

But at the last I hope I won't do any mistake in middle of the installation.. If not I will be laugh by all my 'LEVEL' friends.. OMG hard to imagine that moment I did wrong.. ><

But anywhere HOPE TOMORROW HAVE A GREAT MOMENT WITH THEM, AND WON'T DO ANY MISTAKE IN THE STAGE. ;D

20/09/2012- The Day Of Installation For Prefect

I almost forget that this coming Thursday 20/09/2012 is the day that I waiting so long-- which is Installation for Prefect Installation New Coming Board! Finally the day is coming~ WOOOHOOOOO!

But don't know why suddenly feel so sad that I will be leaving my prefect friendship this coming Thursday.. SAD D;  Our relation is just for almost 1 year, but it looks like we are BBF.. Regret that I din't appreciate this friendship when that moment :(

After Thursday we will like some HI-BYE FRIENDS, and no more chance to let us talking like 10 years we din't meet. ALL THE BEST TO ALL THE SENIORS PREFECTS :)

Tuesday ♥

WOW! What a wonderful Tuesday :D Today I 'ponteng' for 1 day [YEAH!]. Start from morning i keep eat Chocolate that my father bought Yesterday from Pulau Langkawi.. WEEE~ It is to delicious! Can't control to stop eating Chocolate .. 

Maybe I too boring until I can't stop eat Chocolate? xD

Enjoying my holiday.. My holiday start from last week Saturday until today.. 4 days holiday I had!  I really not yet prepare to start my School  D:   

This afternoon I have tuition class.. I must attend it because is PAID and not FREE! But i think my friends won't be attend it because they have their own plan, left me alone in tuition class.. Haihss.. 

You :)

You and Me is just a enemy since 07/08/2012. The day we end up our story. This was happen it to suddenly. In that moment I really can't accept it. Few days ago we just so happy, but in between one day we had end this. 
After that, I thought I can just forget about you and i can live even more happy without you. But at the end, it didn't happen. Yes, I cried,cried and cried and even call my 'sister' to talk to them. Thank GOD I have a great great 'sister' besides me when I facing any problem. I cried until my 'sister' also feel so upset to me, and tell me what I need to do in the next steps and help me solve my problem. :)
After we had end our story, many friends tell me that they didn't agree our relationship since we started. I also don't know why they say so. But feel so glad that my friends support me to became SINGLE back :D 
I feel so happy to heard it. In the beginning, I was so worried about they will look down on me cause I have a long relationship with guys, say bad things behinds me and many many things that I can imagine. I was so afraid to attend to school at the moment. 
But between this 1 month, i start to stand strong, try to don't care others people say bad about me. Because I had my friends and ll my 'sister' support me no matter what I face! Thanks to all my friends and my 'sister'! I will try my best to overcome this problems and I want to go back my normal life that without HIM. :) 
He just gave me a lot of bad memories. I just wish this was a DREAM. After I woke up, it will be disappear in my real life. I will try my best to forget YOU, wish you having a wonderful life without me.. GOD BLESS YOU. :)  It just I can say to YOU. :)