Spechless

Again! I'm failed in my MUET exam. WHY?! I have tried my best to get a better result, but why I still can get this kind of result? I wanna cry, but no 'water' come out. D; Why?! Why my life always ending with failed? Even thought I tried my best and still fail? Okay.. I started look down on myself, everything I done with something with the failed in the ending. This can prove that I am WORST PEOPLE IN THE WORLD! Who can worst than me? I think don't have. :) I am the only one in this whole world. Sometimes i wish I can Die! I just make my family feel embarrassed because of me? In this almost 20 years I have nothing can make my family feel proud of me or even them self.  I better go die so that my family wont feel this anymore! :(

Today is my mom Birthday, I wish I can get a better result as my mom present, make her happy. But I make her feel sad now!

I am a hopeless people. I cant give my mom present in her Birthday. I's sorry mom. I wish I can give her a BIG present to mom one day. But can I? I started not trusted myself and look down on me! SORRY!