21/01/2013 - Monday

That day is my first time interview. Start interview at 11.00am at 19 Level Menara Dion. I was so nervous! This job is an Am Bank Clerk. So I try out myself to apply it. That day my father off day and accompany me go interview, I know this is support from my parents. Started I tell them I will take LRT there but at the end my father fetch me go there. 

I was interview by 2 Chinese Women. One called Miss Chin and anather was Miss Khoo. Miss Chin is a Senior Manager and Miss Khoo position is bigger than Miss Chin which is Besides the Bos (I not remember what is the name).  Miss Chin reach earlier than Miss Khoo. (2 of them was late) Miss Chin tell me that I am the First Chinese who apply for clerk, before this no Chinese was interested this kind of job. I was get shocked listen this! After Heard this I totally no mood to continue my interview. I just want faster back home. They asked me why don't want to further study. I decide to further study because I know myself is not good in study, not just that I not good in every part! I have my reason that not to further study. They said if I want get a higher position I need take a part time Finance Course. What?! Need take course? OMG! Now I'm trying to not to use my parents a lot money to let me study, I know no matter how much they spend on study for me, at the end I will get back the sucks result to let them feel Disappointed and feel Embarrassed in front of all the relative. So, I give up to further study.

This is the day I feel so Shameless To Myself! I really not good in Everythings! Sorry My Parents! :(